On this eve I shared with ye, a piece of me, of my heart and my soul. I've tried and tried to find ways to express some things to you. You throw it all back in my face, Harshly, uncaring, aloof. This then is how you wish it to be. All about you, your fun, your needs. Do what pleases you at this moment in time. Eventually, you will find yourself there all alone. The future might look bleak at that time. You'll look back and remember the things you've done. Decisions you've made. Things you've said. Loved ones you've carelessly threw away. I do wish you joy and happiness in your life. I had once hoped that I would become a part of that. To understand what forces drive you so ruthlessly. I am saddened that my words have brought us here, to this point. Words cannot express how I feel at this moment, not completely. To think that sharing my thoughts with you have made you shove me forcefully away, brings a heavy sorrow to my heart. I saw a glimmer of understanding, or I dared to hope that I did. To think it was apparently so grievously wrong for me to wish. To want to spend more time with you because I care. I wasn't aware that this was a crime, but I am being punished for it nonetheless. Good luck in your life my dear. I do hope that someday your able to see what it is you want. That you find someone to love, and to be loved. After all of this, the things that were said. I think that its time for a good-bye, at least for now. I can't keep doing this, its not fair to anyone. So, I am going to be selfish. Preserve myself and walk away. You've left me no choice. You choose not to answer questions that were very important to me. I'm sorry that I pushed, that I wished for what I saw glimmers of. That I dared to think it could work, and that we could be happy together.